Much like never having extra money when I quit smoking, now that CF is at the editor I still have no spare time.
Nothing much is going on. I’ve been getting really intense migraines lately. Idk why. My oldest cat is doing better but now the second oldest, on top of being diabetic and having lost like half his body weight and licking himself bald then to sores in several places, has taken to pissing in ANY corner he can find. At first i was pretty convinced we had to put him down, but then today I was holding him and
I just can’t
I don’t care. I’ll figure out how to take care of him.
I mean I got Felix the July I was 18, I had been living on my own for less than a month. And I just can’t.
I love to think about about everyone i knew from grad school. Of the ones I know about, NONE of us are doing well. Isn’t that hilarious? I find it hilarious, and I’m not talking shit, I’m SO definitely among them. I mean I like my life and all but EH. But who knows, maybe I’ll do something great.